J-emine's reflexionando

[I just need to pen this down – to remind myself of the love surrounding me]

Yesterday was a tough, nerve wrecking and heart-clenching kind of day. All I really wanted to do was run for cover and not have to face my biggest fear and enemy – thy self.  But once again, I was reminded that am never forsaken and the angels in disguise, will always find their way towards me and into my heart.

I was thinking of BFF last night – who was holidaying with no data roam and sporadic network access, my last interaction with her was early yesterday morning where I went – “not good. but holding on”, and within an instant of the thought and longing to pour my heart out to her, my phone beep and there she was ” I have network. CALLING you now”. Laws of attraction working it’s glory when I most needed it.

The minute I heard her voice – the walls came crashing down and the tears were uncontrollable. Not from the issue that’s cast stormy clouds over my heart but from the fact that she knew – I needed her. So, I cried my eyes and heart out in that 15 min phone call, wiped my tears, and went to sleep.

It’s a fresh new day. I am grateful.