J-emine's reflexionando

Considering the amount of time I have to myself here, I do occasionally conjure up way too many stories, inspirations, wants and whatnot. Part of being a Capricorn/Aquarius cusp, not that I believe in all that crap…well, just some 🙂

I got myself thinking about ‘timing’ and the importance of this element in our lives. It really does boil down to timing – be it finding a suited job,  finding yourself in an unexpected but oh-so blessed situation (very subjective, I know), being in the same country as your soul mate (if that even exists, stop being cynical Jas!) and the list goes on.

Timing can be such a bitch (excuse the language) but when it’s not on that kind of duty –  and you find it aligning all the stars, moon, or the whole milky way according to your wishes and whims. It just makes your world rock, rock big time.

Being here in Japan – I’ve picked up some good lessons in timing. Majority of it driving the controlled freak in me into a huge frenzy, but embracing the fact that sometimes, we just need to let go….does help, for a while at least. Within 2-3 weeks of being here, I received an outpour of opportunities that didn’t come my way back home;  I’ve been thrown into a situation with three, promising routes to take ..all at once! And the decisions to move forth into either of the routes will be great, but the interlinked timeframe of making the decisions is just so damn tough. Again, back to the grand o’l scheme of : timing.

Gosh, I can even go on about how timing has woven chaos in the personal aspect of my life – don’t get me started here.

Thus, dear ‘Timing’,  can you please align properly for me cause you have done wonders in the last 1.5 months, just continue to do so and let it manifest nicely. It’s all good problems I have, but the controlled freak in me, is going a bit bonkers.

Signing off with truckloads of gratitude for the love and lessons you throw my way, but please some normalcy is needed.